love story

love starts with a smile
but your tear mad me fall in love with you....

ours is a different love story
passed many hurdles and reached its glory...

it did not start as an aquaintance
but pure friendship...

we are attached to one another with a strong bond
this saga of pure love will be recited on and on...

a number of times you have said so
but seems like the first time
when i hear it from you...

since ages our days and nights are passing by 
talking to eachother,and dreaming of one another
under the shimmering sky...

i never knew that i could feel like this
unaware that love was such a happy bliss...

tender is your lovely kiss,comforting is your embrace
i can give up evrything
just for a smile on your face...

you are the best part of my life
your love is enough to suffice...

every night i dream of you
every morning i want to be with you...

looking at the moon and those glittering stars in the sky
i am assured we are protected by the all mighty up high...

a minute does not go by when i dont hope 
that you are well
in my heart no one else but only you dwell....

every second i yearn to be close to you,in your arm
i will guard your happiness and protect you from
every single harm...


you have cast a spell on me
i have become blind by your charm....


there is not a day passing when i dont think of you...

i never thought i could miss someone as much as i miss you......

what when

dont miss me the day i am gone
confront me my value when i am here
before comes my life's dawn...

dont regret those harsh words when i am no more
try and control them now,or
it will be a lifetime regret for you to bore...

dont try to keep me alive in memories
i wont be aware of that when life has ended my stories...

dont lament later by keeping my pictures in your embrace
instead contact me now or meet me face to face...

dont put me in a grave,or burn me on a pyre,
or pray for my soul
value me and my existence,love me
before time takes its toll.....

journey.....

days in and days out
she sits steadfast on her couch..
on the window is fixed her eye
not noticing how the time flies by ...
she sits there in the moonlight
unaware of the broad daylight....
she seems to b knitting a web of her thoughts
struggling hard to detangle every single knot..
whatever happened,no one can be blamed for
was it the fate she called or the situation she bore..
her only blunder was that she loved too dearly
being named selfish at every stage
could now see the face of her 'dear ones'
very very clearly....
a mirage was created by her pure heart
was now face to face 
with the actual demon on her angel's part...
she could do nothing but cry
on seeing the trust shattered right in front of her eye...
she now realised that the world was shady
not meant for a pure soul and an honest lady....
earlier for her loved ones she could easily compromise
but now the atrocious world had made her wise...
she realised that the world is not worthy of her blind trust
threw away that old fragile girl and made it rust...
now a new side of her was born
still in some private corner of her heart
that old girl lementes from dusk till dawn...
however hard it may be'
she had learnt to move on
and now she stands in the glare of the sun
ready to face the noxious world
as a confident one....
she sits by the window,contended like none

she has faith on god,that they will pay for the deeds done...

I MET AN ANGEL IN YOU

i still remember the day

when my dad handed me a lil angel and

quoth "she is your little sister"

you were small and fragile and soft as a feather

i was elated that my prayers were answered

and a zillion times thanked my mother...

your sweet fragrance remains fresh in my memories

i moved your cradle, recited stories,

and knew that you are guarded by fairies...

oh my lil angel with each passing day i have grown old with you

i promise to put smile on your face and

never let any negativities touch you....

the day you came into my life you removed all my gloomy days

i am contented when you are in my embrace...

in you i found a lovely sister,my greatest companion and my best friend

i detest the sight of you face without a smile and your brow with a bend....

all i want you to know is that i am always there

will mend all your problems,eliminate all the troubles

be your shelter wall

and all your troubles i will share....

never be dubious and get entangled in the world's mess

i assure,you are here to get success...

i love you the most my dear angel,

i pray to god to bestow upon you all the possible happiness in the world..:* :*

you give meaning to my life....

    The day i met you,i never knew that my life would come to such a pass that a mere friend would be my life someday.....
i was innocent,young and sensitive...i could see nothing but goodness in everyone...in other ways not apt for today's world...i had the notion that no bad could come to me,defying all the things being said,i just believed eveyone else...i thought from the heart,i loved from the heart my only drawback that i couldnt hate anyone from my heart.... and you my wonder wall...helped me at every stage of my life....

soon i got face to face with the realities of the world....i woke up from my slumber and realised the world was exactly opposite than that fairy land i was building.....

no one ut you came to my rescue...and i dint realise when you turned from a mere friend to a special one....

you brought several changes in me...made me strong..wise....even when my life was in a big mess there was no one else but you by my side....

i dont say it very often but i can not do without you....my life has no meaning if you are not there...in you i got an angel to guide me by my path and rescue me from the atrocious world....with you i got to know the reason of my being....

i know many a times i fight with you,shout at you but all that only cause i dont wanna lose you...i put a brave face but inside i am dying when not talking to you....the thought of being away from you kills me from inside...... i can not share  you with anyone else...i get paranoid by the slightest thought of my life without you......

i have been through a lot...and you know it all..please bear with me and my anger fits as i love you a lot.. please never ever leave my hand in the mess of the world..you are my support,my life,you are everything i ever wished for...god has been more than greatful to send you  in my life...please dont ever go away from me...

P.S. i am sorry and love you more than life ....

THE DAY YOU WERE GONE....

if i only had five minutes the day you passed away..
i would have had time to tell you the things i needed to say....

never did i tell you how much you mean to me...
the greatest soul,and support that could ever be.....

never did i realize your importance when you were here..
that cursed disease caught you in its trap and engraved me from your lovely stare...

the last time i talked to you..held your hand..
i wish i would have known...
so that i could say everything i wanted to....show you how much i love you
and would have never left your comforting hand...

i miss your wonderful eyes..i miss your wonderful smile..
to get a hug from you,can  give up anything and walk a thousand mile...

now i know,how much you mean to me...
i can not do without you...
i want your hand on me.....

i now know your responsibilities...
i now know how much did you sacrifice.....
just to give me comfort and make me wise....

the day you were gone....my life lost its meaning....i now realise how much of a fool i was to waste the  time we could have....i still cherish all those memories you have given me...they are my source to reach up to you..i still lay on the couch where i cuddled up in your arms....all the games which we played and all those childhood charms......please wait for me in the heaven...dont let me come alone...so that i could mend up and do all what i couldnt do here..... 
till then please bestow your love upon me from there....as i can never do without you in the world's snare....



I MISS YOU.......

spcly for you....

I will be your shadow and will never let you be lonely♥...
I will give you a shoulder when you need to cry♥...
Whenever you feel gloomy i will put a smile on your face♥...
I will hold your hand and protect you from the mess of this world♥...
I will hug you and make you strong...fight for you on the days you are down♥...
I will be your companion forever...we will fulfill all our dreams and live together♥:*.... Coz it is our "love story"..it will indeed have a happy end...and i will be in the arms of my prince charming till my life comes to an end♥♥....i know even when i grow old and all my youth is gone...i will be the most beautiful lady you have ever laid your eyes on;)O:)....
My love for you is an eternal bliss...
Will always wipe off your tears with a romantic kiss:*:*:*....
You are the light in my darkness...
Can make me smile,even when my life is in a big mess♥:)....
Besides your lover,i vow to be your best friend...
Will share all my secrets,recite stories and all the problems i will mend♥...
I can see nothing else but true love in your eyes..
Your companionship has made me wise♥ :) You dont worry,you dont fear....
Just be my source of smile,my strength my companion till my end is near..♥♥♥